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Friday, March 31, 2006
Photos all in one

Ppl the pics i promise is all-in-one as u can see at the side..
My mom photo in black&white..
My 2004 prom pic..
My ONLY baby passport photo..hehe..
Then..The photos of the gaya sihat last sun..I tink every week i hv 2 change e photos..
Ouh..btw..i cant get hyrul ONLY photo coz he is alwaes surrounded by fans & "security"Merbukplatoon crew...hahaha..
So i juz post fauzie ALONE picture..
EnJoy!!!

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Stuff been happening around

The following are stuff that been happening 4 the past few daes:
Last Sundae:Went 2 Gaya Hidup sihat..Met Mr Goodlooking & Mr Nice Guy..C Anuar Zain 1m away as i was 2 shy 2 walk up 2 the front of the stage..Not 4getting e ever beautiful doll-lyke Rima Melati Adams..Thou wif not as-thick-as-a-concrete make-up..She Still look pretty as ever..I lyke her better off-screen..Took alot of their pictures but i only wanna show u guys the 4 best pic i snapped..
Monday and Fridae(Juz now):Sat 4 my final exam..FDM n WIM.. freaking difficult!I hope i can make it..
Now...Party Time!!!!1 month of sloth..but im such a responsible citizen.. I need 2 earn money work at 7-11 a store n more..HooRayyy!!!
It is totally otherwise..I hv 2 tolerate wif customers' NON-STOP demand..S'porean still have yet noe what's e meaning of QUEUEING!!!!
Sometimes i really wanna strangle them..Dont they hv a bit of courtesy and respect 4 service ppl lyke me??We are also human being NOT Robot where u can push around..We also hv feelings...Such as Being tired..
U don hv 2 be rude and started complaining..If u hate us so much then go buy stuff at other places larh!!!Adoi!!!
Mondae:My mom n Bro Cleaned our home and make they turned upside-down as it..The living room looks 10 years younger..It is a fresh change..I hope the layout brings gd-luck..
Btw..During the midst of cleaning..They found some precious pictures such as baby pictures of me that i did not noe exist..And my Mom is actually a Beauty pangeat Queen!!*Gasped*I knew she joined the pageant BUT i did notnoe she was alwaes the Top3!I was shock!And also Jeles!!It was unbelievable..
My mother reserved person was a Beauty Queen..
Her pictures when she was 17,19 and the early adulthood years..
Well..I wanna elaborate more up way 2 the sky..BUT its not simply my Fault..but my dear father is now nagging at me as the electrical bill is shooting
I only once in a while i log in..MY siblings more!
A week there will lyke playing 2-3times..
Sometimes..I wanna cry..Doesnt mean im the eldest..
He expect me 2 act all responsible..Everyone has 2 play a part..Its Agonising noeing im alwaes the target..I beg 2 differ..
I don wanna talk about it..It make me more sad..
Enjoy the pics..
There is more 2 come..
Arrggghhhhh!!!!!!I cannot post e pix!!!Damn it!!!!

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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Given A Choice..

What Will I choose?
1) Mom OR Dad
Ans:Mom

2)Washing dishes OR Doing Laudry
Ans:Doing Laundry

3)Boyfriend OR Bestfriend
Ans:Must i choose??I lurve them both...

4)Money OR Fame
Ans:Fame..coz wif fame comes money..teehee

5)Chendol Or Ice Kacang
Ans:Chendol

6)Hyrul Anuar OR Taufik Batisah
Ans:Hyrul Anuar =P

7)Brad Pitt OR Tom Cruise
Ans:Uggghhh..Yucks!I Lyke Tom Welling

8)Acting OR Hosting OR Dancing OR Singing
Ans:Hmm..I lyke 2 plz..Hosting N Dancing

9)A guy who is..Good Looks,No Money But Pleasant Personality OR
NO looks But Tons of Money With Pleasant Personality OR Good Looks,
Tons of Money But Farking Personality
Ans:NO looks But Tons of Money With Pleasant Personality

10)Wasting Time or Nothing 2 do??
Ans:Im crapping so im doing both

Toddles~

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Friday, March 24, 2006
Putting weights on my shoulder

Having a splitting headache..i cant think properly wat 2 rite down..
Arrrggghhhh!!!!!I hv yet 2 start my revision...Exams in 3 more daes!!
Actually i wanna elaborate more about my new job at 7-11..
and also my new found hobby..Briskwalking!!!
But i juz could not find words 2 describe it..
Ouh..wait till i get better..Smackz!

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Thursday, March 23, 2006
Feeling Exhausted Again

The Title should be "Feeling Rejuvenated" BUT after bloghopping im exhausted yet again..
I bloghopped none other than the ardent fans of the Anugerah Boys..I was overly jealous and envied with what they post on their blog..I knew that last few daes.."Teman Anugerahku" had a shooting at Tampines East CC..As usual Im not able 2 go..Mcm2 dugaan n tentangan..
Aniwae..as usual the Fans had a blast of time after the shooting..They hung around them,took picture,Have a meaningful talk..Wana the gerl i met thru TAA..She and her fiknatics Friends are ALWAES the lucky sorts..They ALWAES meet them upclose n personally..I think Anugerah Boys also know them by their name..Wana get 2 hold Hyrul's Bag and wear his shade..
How lucky can they be??I mean they also must have their contact number rite?Haiz..
How i wish i can be lyke them..They get 2 see the Boys funny side..Joke with them personally..
Its Frustrating..........................................................................................................................................
Haha(Im trying 2 smile despite the "thingy")
Im hvnt had any shower since yesterdae 10pm b4 i went 2 werk..(eekkss!!But i did not smell k)
Suprise!!!I juz started werking at 7-11 A store and More!
It was my 1st experince staying up late till in the morning..I had a throbbing headache after my 1st dae that was on Tuesdae..I werk from 11pm-7pm..I was exhausted..I cant wait 2 get home.. My comfy bed kept beckoning 2 me..
Uhouh..I tink i need 2 sleep again..My bed is beckoning 2 me again..

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Sunday, March 19, 2006
Time passed so fast

Huhu..been some tyme since i updated my post..My week had been such a Fark and a blessing.. Let's Recap!
*Little Bro=Pain in the ass*
He made me cried silently wif his Farking attitude..
He called me "Siao Char Boa!"He should be the "Siao Tar Boa!!"
I was speechless when he suddenly called me that..
I was controlling my tears from rolling down..And!He embarrassed me infront of grandma who came down 2 visit us..It was shameful!!I tried not 2 kick him hard at his shin..
Im your sister..Where is my dignity when u called me that!!??
What has happen 2 him??He was as if been possessed by unseen forces..
He became agitated and alwaes raise his voice..
It was infuriating eversince we have the computer..It should be a fair share yet he alwaes
log in the computer everytime..Wasting the electricity bill..And becoz of him it had been a few time that our electrical had been cut off..He was full of denial..
"Ehk Not my fault,krg pon main com aper..Bapak tak byr....Yadayada"So many lame excuses..
He did not realise..I really wanna knock some senses in his Slow Brain..
And this past few daes he had been infront of the com almost everydae!
Morning,Afternoon,Night..A few hours every log in..
Why my parents give him faces???
It's sickening seeing him..I don wanna fight with him..But he alwaes take advantage of the situation..When we not at him..Switch!When there is no fantastic show on teevee..Switch!
He proclaimed dat he paid 1/4 of the bill but Habok pon tarak!!!Goodnes..!
NATO=no action Talk only..
I hope that B4 he enter ITE..He will become more mature and responsible for him and his Family..He is the only son..he have 2 upbring the family name..
I don want him 2 enter ITE and become rebellious..wores than this..I want him 2 become a trusted person and look upon 2..Insyallah..

*A Blessing for a while*
Its for me 2 noe and u 2 find out..
I had a blast when shopping..But it can be quite infuriating as it is difficult 2 find clothing of my size..=)
And im such a self-conscious gerl..Im afraid that the clothes im wearing is juz not pleasing 2 the publics' eye...
Yes!I have NO confident..It is True...I alwaes wear black..I did not noe how 2 wear colours..I think it make me more frampy..I only put on Accesories..Chunky beaded necklace and long dangling earrings..Thats All..Hahaha How Boring i am..
But now im being a bit adventurous..Coming out from my shell..Trying out bold colours..
Recently i bought 4 tops..Huhu..Its cheap!20 bucks all2gether..
I don wanna waste my money..Call me Cheapskate or Miser..I DON CARE!!!
Its comfort dat i look 4..Morever expensives clothes are diffucult 2 maintain..
I also rounded up some accesories 2 match my outfit..
It does look expensives after i wore it..hehe..I took some pictures of it!!!Yay!
Yeah..our Family 1st digital Camera bought 4 $399..Nikon Coolpix SL3..Nice!
It have such a cool cut..Movie with sound,Comes free with 512mb mmc,Mini tripod,Umbrella..
Im such a camwhore!


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Wednesday, March 15, 2006
I DONT TOLERATE LATENESS!!!

She was F***ing Late..It really gets on my nerve...I was pissed off..She did not reply 2 my msgs nor picked up the phone when i tried calling her..This was the 1st tyme i had 2 wait 4 someone 4 2HRS!!Goodness...Freaking Shit!!!I was so mad..She can still gleefully msg me.."Sorry,I got hold up,My result 4 the interview is not out yet"If she's not my Friend i would definitely left her stranded all alone..I was fuming..I nearly blew up my top..
My patience was wearing thin.."Aku nak Blah..Kau lambat arr."
I took out and left the library..Frowning..Thin lines forming on my forehand,Grim lips..
I think i do scare the hell of the public..As i walked past them..Rigid..
Damn it!At last she called me up..I guessed the msg does freak her out..She cant bear 2 be left alone..Wahahaha..I answered her coldly..I snapped at her and be so sarcastic..
"DAH kau lambat aku nak balik ok bye"Click..enganged..
I was already queueing 4 Bus 60..But my heart and my mind was debating whether should i give her the chance 2 redeem herself..
Only God noes that all this while i'll be tolerating her nonsense..alwaes coming late..
Its not lyke normal ppl where it usually 15mins..She was lyke half an hour late..
And i will alwaes end up being the one who wait 4 him..Its getting on my nerve..
I tried retaliating back by coming late sometimes..She was furious of coz..standing at the phonebooth our usual meeting place lyke a statue..
I told her off.."Mcm gitu arr perasaan aku biler kau SLALU dtg Lambat!!!"Kau ingat aku tak frust!!!FunFair ke??"
Sadly..it did not penetrate thru her mind...
*naz if u read dis post..plz be punctual...Mudah-mudahan allah membuka hatimu..amin..

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Selamat Pengantin Baru

**Kepada Kak Fauzana & Abang Farhat..Semoga anda berdua Hidup aman dan Bahagia..
Direstui Allah dan dikurniakan anak ramai..Panjang unur dan murah rezeki**

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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Kawaii ;p

I want to extend my Thank-you 2:
Kak Era
My Cuzzies
My Bezfwen Asha
My GoodFwen Makcik Naz
My Mentoring Class OD
Nyonya selling Ice-cream in her cart
My Neighbour who live 7 doors away
Maryam
For Complimenting How Cute I am..
*Blush**Blush*
I went Red Yesterdae when Naz told me that Maryam Asked her 2 send her regards 2 me..
That im such a cut person..
Hmm..What is a Cute Person??
Im pondering why everywhere i go i will definitely be labeled Cute..
Not that Im Complaining larh But usually its more to Toddlers or kids age 10years below..
Im nineteen*Gasps*I juz let noe my age..hehe..
Im not Nine..
Do i skip and hop when i walk??
Or do i have a babyface...??
Thats what some People tell me..I look lyke im sixteen..
Im shock!I thought i look old..Ermm..Matured..hehe...
Im nearly an adult..Not a gerl..Not Yet a woman..
I want to be call as Pretty Lady..nyerhaha..
Sophisticated,Poise,Confident..
Truthfully..When i talk i do look like im Manja Larh..hehe..
Juz lyke this Singer in Malaysia..Ella Rocker..
I observed when she speak she will twirl her hair..Very soft-spoken..different from her image as a rocker..
But mind u!!!..Im not alwaes sugary-sweet..I do kick asses ok!!..Muahahaha
Fierce Me!!!!
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Look Out..Tyra!!
SINGAPORE 1ST TOP PLUSIZE MODEL!


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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
"Double Date"

Ok..B4 u guys jump into conclusion and assumation..Im not dating anyone netherlessly meeting someone..Im doing a good deed by accompanying a friend..
*Breathe In*Hussein And I accompanied Fitri & Humairah..
Those 2 lovebirds..Uhh..actually they juz get 2 noe each other lyke 1 week ago..
As Fitri did not noe how 2 make this 1st move,He dragged us in and we hooked on his fishing line..He is alwaes making too fast move..he made Hum felt so intimidated by him..
Anywae..I was hoping 4 some fun and fabolous tyme..Eeek!!
It did not!Very disappointing..I understand if at 1st meeting..U all hiccupy and shy..But after a few hours u will loosen out rite??Well..It did not happen here..It was Damn Boring..
The Bird was flying all alone did not wanna 2 approach the Bee..While the Bee cant stop Buzzing on it's HP..The Flowers were getting quite tired off making the Two meet up..Alas we juz followed the flow..Wherever the wind blows..
Ouh..Yeah we catched the Final Destination 3...!!!!!
I really regret watching it..Too much Gore!!!
I was playing peek-a-boo with the screen..kept closing my eyes and covering them with my fingers..Hussein kept nudging me 2 freed my dear fingers from my eyes..
I missed alot of their acts..Hussein was right..I wasted my $9.50..
Should watch BIG MOMMA2!!!
Should go during weekdays!!!I can save $2.50 more!!!!Haiz...
After Embarrasing Myself inside the cinema..Outside Fitri & Hussein cant stopped teasing me..
During taking the MRT,Climbing the Escalator,Crossing the road..
Hmm..Im wondering what if in real life it really happen..???

***************MY Final Destination***************
I'm waiting Impatiently for bus 31 2 arrive..I'm already late its 5mins 2 10am..
I guess at the Tanah Merah MRT ,They will be lotsa of student..
I'm hoping during my boarding there are not many passengers..as im tired of standing like a statue..
Every bus comes and go..But the damn 31 still did not arrive..
My mind suddenly go astray..
Find Myself inside bus 31 doubledecker..Not many passengers..I'm sitting at the lowerdeck..
HeckCare with the above one..Including me there is 6 people..
The Bus is going smoothly when suddenly it jerk..But only once..
I assume evrything is ok as the driver did not check on it..
We are going 100km/h when Suddenly a flock of Crow fly through the windowpane..
The Driver try 2 avoid the birds..he steer to the left which colliding with an ongoing rubbish truck..And we find outself plunging 2 the left as the bus as it dropped on the road..
It was gruesome..people are flying..Blood gushing out..Head Crack!
The Bus then skidded to Tanah Merah Bustops almost instanly killing SIA newbies,Navy,
ITE College East MATrips & Minahs!!Muahahaha..Not 4getting Minah Tudung!!!
It was Mass Destruction!!!
Bodies lying around..Torsoes hanging from the MRT track..
Crows acting as Vultures Picking Dead Meat!!!
"WWOph!!Ouch!!!"
I come out from my day-dreaming..
I glare at the Big Fat Auntie who purposely step on my feet..Im cursing at her as there are enough walk space,she squeeze right in front of me..
When i heard the bus engine roaring..I decided 2 run after it but this BIG MOMMA is Standing infront of me..
Im making a fool of myself as i make a dash 4 the bus!!Alas it left me stranded!!!
But unknown 2 me..The vision that i had juz now is coming true..


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Friday, March 03, 2006
A Mother's Love

As i told u guys in my last post that im not feelin' dat good..
Yeah..its been nearly 3 daes..Been having Nauseous Feelin'
And Yesterday i did not sleep well..Kept sneezing and achoo-ing from "end of simple life till in the wee hours of 2 in the morning!"
I was restless tossing and turning on my bed..Goosebumps and coldPricks..
It was a horrible feelin'..
I knew dat i shud pay the doctor a visit but i hv not yet gotten my pay..
So u can guess that i did not hv enough money..
I hv 2 endure the sicky feelin..So i put my thoughts away from thinking 2 much of its presence..
I pretended that im not sick..
So..I was getting ready fer skewl..When my mom came home..
Im not embarrased 2 say dat shes werking the LateShift..Earning xtra income fer our family..
My Siblings and I really miss her very much as we did not get much time 2 spent wif her ..
As in the dae we are busy with skewl stuff while she at night she have 2 werk..
Or otherwise..
Guys be thankful and grateful that ur mom is alwaes there by ur side at night..
Waking in the middle of the nite 2 check on u..
Feeling irritated wif her endless yaking and nagging..
How i wish 2 be in ur place..
U are Bless 2 hv a Mom by ur side every single dae and nite..
As fer Me and my Sibling..Her Companion was her Advice 2 Keep praying at night..
Uhh..Back 2 me..
My mom Can read my mind..She said that she will accompanied me 2 the clinic..
I was touched ny her gestures..
Don get me wrong..Im already 19 and usually i will have 2 go alone 2 the cinic..
I jumped fer the chances as not alwaes i get 2 spent tyme wif my mommy dearest..
And Wat really spoilt the whole mood??
When my Medicines Bill is 40.95 Bucks!!!*Gasps*
My eyes nearly popped out when the cashier asked fer the money..
I was dissappointed as the money i can use 2 buy our daily neccesities..
But my mom coaxed me..Told me 2 take the medicine religiously..
Then she bought me New bra,New Sandals and new Blouse..
It was overwhelming...
My Mommy's love..


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Unpleasant

What shud i describe my experience at BL Amazing Race Sentosa??
"Shitty "Sucky "Stupid Sentosa..
How Bout my Feelin's??
IM FED UP!!!

FED UP!wif skewl endless disorganising..
FED UP!Wif The Student Heck-Care Attitude..
FED UP!wif ALL the Backstabbing..
F***er!!!!
Goodness..Really it was all chaotic..
Matrips & Minahs came face 2 face..
Heck Care & Slacker upclose & Personal!
KAU INGAT NIE BAPAK KAUNYE TEMPAT!!!!!


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Thursday, March 02, 2006
A beautiful yet sick..

When 2 skewl on Tuesdae with a heavy heart..I donnoe why im feelin' dat wae..
Inside the bus,My throat felt sour n juz wanted 2 puke..My head throbbing..
I felt so sick..I endured it till the end of skewl which ended yesterdae at 8pm!
It was my very 1st stay-in-skewl-late..
The view was gorgeous even from below..The amphitheatre and 2 million Bucks Garden shone from the dark nite..Eventhough in that condition i still can observed the surrounding..
Back 2 myself..
Yesterdae i was feelin' sickly..I donnoe why..Wanting 2 faint,Dizzy,Stomache all in one..
I wanted 2 go home but as a sense of A bridge Leader i need 2 make sacrifice..
Wif a weak body i atend BL skit practice..I regretted But ironically i had fun but it was tiring..
They were concerned n asked me whether im ok..As i looked pale..
I juz smiled weakly n said im sick..
Still the show must go on...
B4 the skit ard 4pm..lessons ends early...So i forced Fitri 2 accompanied me..I noe followed me with a heavy heart but i dont care coz atleast i had a fwen 2 wait fer me till 5pm..
On the wae 2 cafe1..We saw a buch of guys sitting..Without my glasses it was a blurred..
I knew it was someone we knew coz he walked up 2 us..Hussein!!!
Wahahaha..he totally dressed up with pastel-pink Collar shirt and black pant..
Goodness!Rudy was there 2..he wore grey shirt n Black pant...
Fit n Me were laughing madly coz Hussein was ridiculously dressed..He tucked-IN!!
Overall..i lyke his gel-spiky hair..Eventhough the left side has flated a bit..
They were having Rehearsal fer the Oncoming "OPEN CEREMONY OF COLLEGE EAST"..
Got 2 noe who is Shahid..Hussein fren who resemble Taufik Batisah..I now noe why coz he was dark..hehe..
Back 2 myself again..Im still feeling sick while typing this post..
I did not wnt fer my 4 hours lesson..I still donnoe whter i want 2 continue 2 go 2
Sentosa fer BL A mazing Race..Should i tell Saygar(BL Chairperson) dat im sick..???
More on BL Sentosa L8r if im abvle 2 make it..

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